![]() ![]() All i wanted was a shower afterwards to stop me from hitting the bottle all because of a shower screen. I even tried toothpaste last night as a last resort. Something else that has failed to proove me that i am capable of cleaning a shower. I have even been cleaning the shower straight after use. I dont eant tricks all i want is a clean shower screen one i can confidently clean myself I heard about magic erasers and thought they were just a fad. Im Sick of the same routine of going online and finding tricks. I ended up with severe depression, anxiety and told myself that it wasnt an option im gonna need to find a new home that doesnt have a shower screen just a curtain and i was contemplating how much money a cleaner would cost just to avoid eviction if i did end ul with a shower screen. I have bought really expensive brands of cleaners too and just got the same result i tried 3 times last night and gave up. Sleep sleep would be good to as it was nearly 9.00pm i have used one cleaner after another have bought new cloths, i have made my own cleaners with recipes from the internet. I cleaned for over 30 minutes i tried 3 times, my shower screen would think i dont have anything better to do like other housework and preparing for work tomorrow. But last night was the last straw for me. Now that i am getting ready for my first real home as an adult out of my childhood home its now more important than ever that i do know these things i cant afgord to be kicked out. We now have a new shower screen and i lost all hope just after months its ruined i cant take care of anything i cant do anything right im gonna end up homeless rah rah rah. Streaks, water stains, mould, hard water damage, fog. Chemicals that have made me cough and have hurt my eyes none of it has made a difference. ![]() or so i thought even bought expensive cleaners and a brand new squeegee to use for the new year. I have worried far too long 'years' about how to clean a shower scre. Over too many years i have believed that i am so stupid in this life that i am not even capable of cleaning something as simple as a shower screen. I have been raised to believe that i am so stupid Becuase of my disability i ended up believing i was. I have a disability, no parents, am renting, and i would say am living independently on my own and i like it. I sit here now shaking my head in one of the most magical ways possible. ![]()
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